Alison Ni Dhorchaidhe

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July 2010

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Tionscadal Nua: Scríbhneoireacht Aerach

Bhí mé ag caint le cara liom le déanaí faoi thionscadal atá ar m’intinn - táim ag smaoineamh ar chnuasach litríochta a chur le chéile, le gearrscéalta/prós, filíocht agus píosaí neamhfhicseanúla (as Gaeilge nó Gàidhlig) scríofa ag scríbhneoirí aeracha.

Táim ag iarraidh an t-eispéireas aerach a roinnt trí mheán na Gaeilge/Gàidhlige - ábhar aerach a bheas i bpíosaí scríbhneoireachta an chnuasaigh, faoi thaithí dhaoine LADT, cuirim i gcás an taithí atá acu ar an ‘suíomh’, nó fadhbanna a bhuaileann siad leo, agus dánta grá aeracha/leispiacha. Nílim ag caint faoi rudaí ró-phearsanta, ach saothair chruthaitheacha a thagann as fíor thaithí dhaoine LADT na hÉireann/na hAlban. Is féidir le daoine d’aoiseanna éagsúla agus daoine as ceantair éagsúla ar fud na tíre (anseo agus in Albain) páirt a ghlacadh. Nó fiú daoine le Gaeilge/Gàidhlig atá thar lear. B’aoibhinn liom é dá mbeadh scríbhneoirí atá ina gcónaí faoin tuatha, nó sa Ghaeltacht fiú amháin, in ann a dtaithí a roinnt faoi shaol an duine aeraigh lasmuigh de na cathracha. Thabharfadh an cnuasach deis do dhaoine a nguthanna a úsáid trí mheán na litríochta chun a bheith bródúil astu.

Nílim ag iarraidh a bheith ‘polaitiúil’ leis an gcnuasach seo, ach ag iarraidh an Ghaeilge agus an Ghàidhlig a chur chun cinn agus lucht na Gaeilge agus na Gàidhlige a tharraingt le chéile. Fuair mé inspioráid mhór as Cuairt na bhFilí Albanacha, a raibh eagraithe ag Comhdháil Náisiúnta na Gaeilge - bhí filíocht den chéad scoth ann ag scríobh sa dá theanga. Tionscadal deas a bheas ann don lucht LADT chun a n-eispéireas a roinnt le pobal na Gaeilge, agus chun feasacht a fheabhsú ar an saol LADT. Tugann litríocht LADT tacaíocht do dhaoine atá ag streachailt lena gcuid gnéasachta, agus braitheann daoine níos compordaí iontu féin nuair a dtuigeann siad nach bhfuil siad ina n-aonair. Chomh maith leis sin, spreagfadh an cnuasach scríbhneoirí nua chun litríocht níos nua-aimseartha a chruthú a bheadh oiriúnach dár linne!

Má tá spéis ag scríbhneoirí páirt a ghlacadh, seol r-phost chugam ag alisonnidhorchaidhe@gmail.com

Jul 26, 20101 note
#Gaeilge #Gàidhlig #LGBT #filíocht #gearrscéalta #litríocht #neamhfhicsean #scríbhneoirí #LADT
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Jul 22, 2010
Suíomhbhlaig Nua → blagalison.blogspot.com
Jul 22, 2010
Play
Jul 22, 2010
#cycle #Dublin #style #fashion #Copenhagen Cycle Chic
'Solas'

Ina suí os comhair fuinneoige sa chlapsholas,

glacann sí sos chun trí choinneal a lasadh.

Músclaíonn lasracha nua ina haice,

ag preabarnach le hanáil ghaoithe.

Stánann sí trí fhuinneog eile lán de solas -

scáileán a ríomhaire, chun brí is beatha

a fháil as teagmháil, cibé teanga

nó meán, idir fhocail is íomhánna.

Jul 21, 2010
#filíocht
“‎”To me landscape is a sanctuary, it is my cathedral. The landscape belongs to us all, a timeless and enduring beauty. Our territorial concerns are but a fleeting moment in the continuum of time and space”. Patricia Kelly” —http://patriciakelly-textileartist.com/
Jul 20, 2010
Listen

scottdb:

Elaine McDonagh is a talented Irish singer/songwriter that I came across some weeks back, and this is her version of ‘Telephone’ by Lady Gaga. She originally performed it at the Launch Party of this year’s Dublin Gay Pride Festival; I was astounded with how good she was, and invited her onto my radio show for the following week. This is her live performance in the studio, and she was as fantastic then as she was at the Launch Party. You can catch Elaine on August 14th at Milk 2010, Europe’s first Gay & Lesbian music festival, at Ballinlough Castle, Co. Meath, Ireland.

First broadcast on ‘The Cosmo’ on RTÉ Pulse; 23 June 2010.

Jul 20, 20102 notes
'Beuldhath' - aistriúchán go Gàidhlig

Bhí mé ag iarraidh mo dhán nua-chumtha a aistriú go Gàidhlig, mo leannán nua, agus fuair mé cabhair ó mo chara Teàrlach Quinnell, file eile. D’éirigh mé go maith leis an dán a aistriú (dar le Teàrlach), ach bhí cúpla rud nach raibh mé cinnte faoi.

“Beuldhath”

Bha colainnean mu m’ thimcheall,
dealbhan bàna do mo chorp balbh a mhealladh,
an àilleachd ar tòir
mo shùilean – bha mi nàireach,
cridhe reòta am measg teas nan òg.
‘S an sin thàinig thu thugam
le do bheul dì-nàireach dearg
gu mo bheul-sa a smeuradh
le pòig; agus pòg eile.
Chum thu m’aodann nad làmhan,
‘s le do mheòir grinne
rinn thu oidhirp gus
an smeur dearg a ghlanadh –
ach dh’fhàg thu smàl orm.

© Alison Ní Dhorchaidhe & Teàrlach Quinnell 2010

Jul 20, 2010
#filíocht #bàrdachd #Gaeilge #Gàighlig
'Vixen'

I look into the mirror -

red hair, red eyes;

a wounded vixen.

© Alison Ní Dhorchaidhe

Jul 20, 2010
#haiku #poetry
'White Memories'

In gentle snow-fall

I walk, the snow covering

old memories.

© Alison Ní Dhorchaidhe

Jul 20, 2010
#haiku #poetry
"Eala Óg Bródúil"

Eala óg liath

ag snámh ar an Life,

é ina aonair.

© Alison Ní Dhorchaidhe, Samhain 2008

Jul 16, 2010
#poetry #haiku #Gaeilge
'Too Pretty to be a Lesbian?'

**See amendment note below**

I have been told by many people “You are too pretty to be a lesbian.” While it seems nice on the outside, are they implying that all lesbians are ugly?
- Stephanie Trevino

Last Friday night myself and a girl friend (E, who’s straight) dodged the raindrops to attend Spice in the Dragon. It’s a great spot, and she liked it when she was there last Halloween. Once we had gotten a drink and found ourselves a seat, E laughed and said how much she looked like the ‘stereotypical lesbian’ with her Pastry hitops, jeans and rocker sort of top, while I was garbed in my ‘Dorothy outfit’, which consisted of a blue and white check dress and shiney red shoes. It was actually my first night out on the scene without a gay friend, but of course with the community being so small we met up with a gay acquaintance of mine there. It was a sort of a random night, one of those great nights when everyone talks to one another, even if they’ve never met before. On my way to the ladies’, a gay guy came on to me and said he loved my lips (they were painted red), and said that if his boyfriend wasn’t beside him, he’d kiss me. I laughed at this, squeezed his shoulder, and walked away, amused in a confused sort of way.

When I came out of a toilet cubicle, a girl and gay guy (we’ll call him N) commented on how ‘innocent’ I looked, and so a conversation was struck up. N was a legend, we kept bumping into each other in the ladies’ and we’d have a chat. He liked my dress, and a conversation ensued about Penneys, and how I shouldn’t change my look just because I’m gay. I met the opposite when I was introduced to another gay guy that my friend met at the bar. When she told him I was gay, he said ‘No she’s not. And if she’s never been with a woman, she’s not.’ When I confronted him, he said to me ‘You’re too pretty to be a lesbian’. Meanwhile, a girl had approached E in interest, but E had to let her down. The only kiss I got that night was from a birthday girl at the cloakroom.

Everyone, except for N, was treating me as a straight girl in the Dragon that night. Apparently I’m too pretty to be a lesbian. I came across the quote which opened this post when I typed the words ‘pretty lesbian’ into Google. I was comforted to find that I was not the only lesbian who has come across this reaction. And I thought exactly what Stephanie Trevino thought - does that mean all lesbians are meant to be ugly?

I’m reading The Lesbian Postmodern at the moment, which is a collection of essays on the lesbian identity, edited by Laura Doan. I’m going to quote Colleen Lamos here; she says

“Butch/femme may be a widely recognized set of conventions within lesbian culture, but it must not be assumed to be constitutive or obligatory identification.” - ‘The Postmodern Lesbian Position: On our Backs’, p. 97

The butch-femme divide is reknowned in lesbian discourse (check out the LGBT Encyclopedia here and here) - so I suppose I’m a ‘femme’, which, in my experience, is a rarity on the Dublin gay scene. In gay bars, people have looked on me with disregard because I look straight, and am therefore to be treated with caution. Yes, I dress like a girl, I wear make-up, I wear dresses, I like fashion. It’s funny when I think of it, as I was such a boy when I was small, and I hated it when my mam put me into dresses! I think that I dress in the “femme” way because I’m actually attracted to femininity (which is a social construct, you might argue), so I want to behold myself as my ideal when I look in the mirror. Narcissistic in a way, but it got me through the relationship I had with a man. I dress the way I want to dress - your clothes are an outer manifestation of your inner self. Wear what you want, it’s who you are, but don’t judge people if they don’t dress your way. Coming out is hard enough without people trying to herd you into a certain pen. I feel that the gay community is in a way actually alienating its less flamboyant types by conforming to the stereotypes that a straight mentality actually expects of us.

But back to ‘pretty’ faces, as opposed to clothes - what the hell is that supposed to mean when someone says ‘You’re too pretty to be a lesbian’?! Good looks is not only graced upon straight women? Lesbians seem to be always portrayed as monsters or something. To make illustate the point that ‘pretty lesbians’ exist, I’m going to present a few:

First we have Guinevere Turner, writer of The L Word


Another L Word star Tammy Lynn Michaels

Of course we have Cynthia Nixon of Sex and the City

And the lovely Portia de Rossi

**NOTE** [16 December 2010]

I feel that I must add an amendment to this post, for the benefit of truth. I am young, and uncertain about everything (does that really change with age? I think it’s just about being human!) For the record, I have since realised that I’m bisexual. I love everyone. No, I’m not greedy, I’m just an open person. I see beauty in everyone, and life is too short to limit yourself. That is not to say that sexual orientation is a choice; I obviously had personal issues, and I denied one half of myself for whatever reason. It’s important to embrace the whole reality that is the self, and not suppress those parts of ourselves that make us uncomfortable.

**END**

Jul 15, 20102 notes
#lesbian #Stephanie Trevino #Guinevere Turner #Cynthia Nixon #Portia de Rossi #Tammy Lynn Michaels
Jul 15, 2010932 notes
Jul 15, 20101,190 notes
“Some people, sweet and attractive, and strong and healthy, happen to die young. They are masters in disguise teaching us about impermanence.” —HisHoliness
Jul 14, 2010
Jul 14, 2010
Civil Partnership Bill (being debated in the Seanad)

Just a few notes on the Civil Partnership debate. The Seanadóirí keep refering to ‘an ideal situation’ - this is not an ideal world. And an ideal world is a different concept to everyone. Then there’s all this talk about ‘protecting children’ - from what?! A percentage of children born in this country are/will be LGBT, how is it ‘protecting’ them if they enter a society that is governed by a law that makes them second-class citizens? If they are not supported by their government and so their society, surely that ill damage them at an unconscious, if not conscious, level? The government are short-sighted in that respect. And who says you have to have a mother and father, as in male and female parents? Gender is a construct, did our political leaders not learn that when they were in college? They call themselves educated - clearly not. I heard one Seanadóir refer to ‘these people’, i.e. gay people, saying that ‘we’, i.e. straight people, are paying for this Bill through our taxes. Seriously?! Gay people pay their taxes too, we contribute to this society. I certainly don’t hear the government complaining about taking our taxes to bail out their mess. Ireland is portraying itself as a terribly ignorant and backward nation (I’m saying as represented by the Irish government, not the majority of Irish people who are open-minded about the Bill), despite the fact that the Irish people have one of the highest rates of Higher Education in the world. I think this shows that the people, who are educated, are not being represented by their supposedly educated government, who clearly lack vision.

Jul 7, 20101 note
#lgbt #gay #Civil Partnership Bill #lesbian
'A Designer's Dublin'?

As promised, I will share a little insight into the project that Scott de Buitléir and myself have been brainstorming. The project is based on design, something that Scott has become increasingly interested in over the past year and something that I appreciate in terms of art. Basically, myself and Scott are setting up a Tumblr blog specifically for the discussion and promotion of Irish design and designers. Tumblr is a fantastic tool in that it is multi-media, so along with written blogs we will include image-and-caption posts. We hope to include other bloggers in this project, who are interested in design and art, or who are actually designers themselves, and who can contribute with text and/or images.

This project is in early stages, and was prompted by a tour of Dublin designer shops, which seemed to consist of mainly Scandinavian, German and French design. When we questioned a helpful sales assistant about Irish designers, she could not name a place that specialises in Irish design specifically. Scott had previously shared his musings on Irish design and the implications of European influence with me in a café, which then led to the shop visits. The project is initially Dublin-based, but I reckon we may have to branch out to a nation-wide presentation of designers as the field seems so small.

The crux of this project is the promotion and discussion of Irish design - is there a specifically Irish design? This links up with my previous post on intertextuality; Irish designers are obviously influenced by European design, which is also true for our art in general. But myself and Scott would be interested in a modern interpretation of a specifically Gaelic style, i.e. a modern take on old Gaelic design motifs. (As Irish-language speakers, of course this concept would cross our minds!) Searching online for Irish designers, I came across the Irish Furniture Designers Network, and came across the piece featured in the picture above. The piece is ‘Triquetra Table’ by Ronán Lowery for Design Onion studio. The description on this table on the IFDN website says

“The inspiration for this hall table came from the Celtic “triquetra” symbol. It is considered to represent the three domains of earth according to Celtic legend - earth, sea and sky as well as the triplicities of mind, body and soul.”

This is exactly the sort of concept that we are looking for. There is a strong Celtic, or Gaelic if you like, flavour to this piece, but the materials used has Scandinavian echoes, but it is also a specifically modern piece.

More exploration and enquiries is needed before this project gets off the ground, but we will keep you posted! Please get in contact if you are interested in assisting and contributing to the project.

Jul 7, 20104 notes
#design #Irish design #Design Onion #Irish Furniture Designers Network
Intertextual Language - Bakhtin and Gaeilge

I’m currently reading Graham Allen’s book Intertextuality: New Critical Idiom, a pioneering book on the literary criticism scene, in order to examine poems of Nuala Ní Dhomhnaill in an intertextual light. The term ‘intertextual’ is thrown around a lot, without its users fully understanding its complicated definition. It is actually very difficult to pin down. Basically, everything that we humans ‘create’ is intertextual, because there is no such thing as originality, as it is understood generally. The way in which we ‘express’ ourselves and the mediums in which we ‘create’ are systems themselves that we enter into, for example language, conventions of literature, mediums of art and the musical stave. The very way in which we function as humans is not individual (if you think of it this way, we are a species, with a behaviour pattern just like any other species that we study); everything we think has been thought before. The only difference would be the context (i.e. the modern, or post-modern, society we live in). When we ‘express’ or ‘create’, we are working with a certain set of tools that are set and established - it is the different combinations that make it ‘individual’ or ‘new’, but nothing is a work/statement in and of itself, but is based upon, dependent on and understood in relation to everything that came before it and exists alongside it, and will be in the future with what will come. For a literary example, here’s a definition from Allen:

“The meaning on an author’s words does not originate from the author’s own unique consciousness but from their place within linguistic-cultural systems. The author is placed in the role of a compiler or arranger of pre-existent possibilities within the language system. Each word the author employs, each sentence, paragraph or whole text s/he produces takes its origins from, and thus has its meaning in terms of, the language system out of which it was produced.” Intertextuality, p. 14

Very complicated stuff, which led to Ronald Barthe’s article ‘The Death of the Author’, the death being in recognition of the author being no longer the sole ‘authority’ on his/her text’s meaning. Its meaning is dependent on the language, phrases, words, structure, conventions etc. that compose the text. But it is not so much literature that I am interested in here, but this ‘linguistic-cultural system’.

M. M. Bakhtin was a Russian theorist, who was only fully appreciated and brought to light by French theorist Julia Kristeva in the 1960s. Both himself and the Swiss theorist Ferdinand de Saussure are the fathers of intertextuality, as their theories about the system of language prompted the concept, but it is Kristeva that coined the term. Without going too in depth, Bakhtin revolutionised the way in which we see language, as he put it that language exists in specific social situations and that it is understood in specific social evaluations. Language is social, whereas ‘utterance’ (the human-centred aspect of langauge) is individual. The individual does not construct language - it is a system that we are born into, that has a life and an existence in and of itself, but is reflective of the society that uses it. As Allen explains:

“Language is always in a ‘ceaseless flow of becoming’. Language, seen in its social dimension, is constantly reflecting and transforming class, institutional, national and group interests. No word or utterance, from this perspective, is ever neutral. Though the meaning of utterances may be unique, they still derive from already established patterns of meaning recognisable by the addressee and adapted by the addresser.” Intertextuality, p. 18

These established patterns are ‘the manner in which language embodies and reflects constantly changing social values and positions.’ (ibid.)

This is all very complicated and confusing, I think, if you haven’t read these quotations in the context of the whole book, but this last quote prompted me to think about language in terms of the Irish language. I like this ‘ceaseless flow of becoming’ idea, as I can see that Gaeilge is in fact in a flow of ‘becoming’. There is evidence that shows a shift in the users of the Irish language in recent times - more and more people in cities are learning and using the language on a daily basis, whereas the amount of people using it in the Gaeltacht areas, its area of original context you might say, is decreasing noticeably. Irish is swiftly entering a new urban, modern context, which becomes even more fresh as it is young people who are increasingly using the language, both adopting and adapting it into their social life. In terms of intertextual relations, one has to question the affect that being brought up in another language has on the use of another language, because I would see different languages as having separate systems, with differnt signs and symbols. For example, if you were brought up in English and you learn to speak Irish, does this mean that the Irish you speak is technically a different language? I’m going to become really frustratingly deep here, but I’m asking if the signs and symbols from language A (English) affects the way you use language B (Gaeilge). A Dublin Irish-speaker has their own way of using the language, whilst a Conamara Irish-speaker has another way. (And there are rows over these disparate usages!) The Irish language is growing, adding to itself modern terminology that is borne out of English-language concepts; but Irish has been doing this for centuries, acquiring words from Latin and French for example. In this way, as Bakhin suggested, Irish is changing and ‘becoming’ more modern, because it is now being used in a society that has undergone a radical change of mindset in the past two centuries, and even more so because it is being taken out of a rural context into an urban one. Added to the rich tapestry of the Gaelic culture and literature (be it oral or written) is now European expressions, maybe even Eastern expressions, New World expressions, which is borne out of the fact that Irish language is now co-habiting with different cultures in a cosmopolitan, urban area. As Allen says,

“The most crucial aspect of language, from this [Bakhtinian] perspective, is that all language responds to previous utterances and to pre-existent patterns of meaning and evaluation, but also promotes and seeks to promote further responses.” Intertextuality, p. 19

I like to think that this idea of language, in terms of the Irish language, is reflected in the modern use of Gaeilge; the Irish language will always be understood in terms of the past utterances and respond to these utterances in its own tradition, but it will also promote further responses in relation to its new urban surroundings and encounters with different languages and cultural mindsets. What I am saying is that there is no way that Irish is a dead language (a debate still argued that makes me yawn), because we can see that it is in ‘a ceasless flow of becoming’.

Jul 7, 20105 notes
#Intertextuality #Gaeilge #irish language #language #Graham Allen #M.M. Bakhtin
Pick Me? → tumblr.com

My friend Scott de Buitléir and I are starting something new and creative - please be in touch! I will be writing another blog on the project, soon to follow…

ANiD

scottdb:

I’d really appreciate it if you could recommend me to be listed on the directory of designers, as design is something I’m becoming more and more interested and passionate about each day!

Thank you. :-)

Jul 6, 2010
#art #design
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